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SYAZA SYAHIRAH
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FIFTEEN, RAWANG MALAYSIA
I've a very big apetite. Aku tak suka layan orang, kbye.

Monday, February 28

Fy Ty fyty

Today is the most fuck-ing day I think -.- Wake up in the morning with unpleasent face . Selsema , batuk , demam . Haihh , macam - macam ah . Rimassss oh . Nothing fun in the school just now , tapiii saya dapat buli My Syafiqah wehh . Hahahaha , kelakar gilaa kacau dia nie :'P


After back from school me , Nana , Amir , Teeha with Dzul take bus metro and insteadly go to Mcd . Makan makan , gelak gelak riuh dengan suara kiteorang je aku rasa . Hahaha , penuh phone aku dengan video yang Amir dgn Nana record . Sumpah lawak , later on Syazana will upload the video either in her blog or facebook account . So , today was the first day for Teeha joined us tuition :'D Ahhh greattt ! And me non stop bothering one pretty girl that is from Smk. Serendah I think . Hahaha , bukan nak buli . Buttt , I have a good attention yaw . Saya tak jahat mcm Atiqah Azman kay :') Hee , jgn percaya cakap Atiqah Azman , I'm a good girl .

Here it comes , the March months is the most months that is full of test -___-" consentrate on my study for school and tuition . Ya Allah , banyaknyaaa -.- Sabo jelah , nie semua bala nie bala . Hahahaha , nope actually . Songal Syaza ni . Okay , till here :'P

Saturday, February 26

REMINDER (!)
Me SYAZA SYAHIRAH JOHARI will not be stalk any blog that have any "korean" pictures and for sure "korean" songs (!)
Aku tak minat langsung "korea korea" kejadah nie okay ?
Berjela-jela post just for korean , ohmy~ pleaseee -_____-"
Jangan cakap any korean movies , songs the actor or anything else that is related to "korean"
Sememangnya aku ZERO pasal korean ni okay , dan tak intrested pun nak layan -____-


Desirable


ASTSN
This post is credit to them :')
A - Atiqah
S - Shahira
T - Teeha
S - Syafiqah
N - Nana

I've a list of bitches i know all written in my heart ,
And every seconds , it comes to my mind .

Our frndshp started years ago ,
Whre tha days hv gone , i dnt knw .

Whenever i think of all we've done tgthr ,
I stop and smile bcse we've had such fun .

We were close friends ,
And we were still friends .
Eventhough distance split us apart .

We look at the past ,
Wondering why it didnt last .

I do miss our long talks and
Our laughs we used to share .

Days of old will never be sold .
One day , we will meet again .

We may take differ paths ,
and go seperate ways .
But we'll meet at the bend ,
Cause we're frnds till the end , aite ? :)

Fever of HKLBR


Mcm haram je , hahaha :'P See , aku hafal okay :') Hahahaha

Reach That


Im trying to forget everything in the past because the past is forever gone . People is like the seasons , come and go . We cannot change what happened yesterday . But we learn from mistaked that we've made . The past is gone , what is done is done . Never look back . No need to remember the hurt and pain .

I dont wanna cry for the way i feel inside . Needing someone to hold me . Alone in the dark . Someone , anyone , find me . Hold me baby . Hold me until it all ends .
Hold me tightly ,
As i start to disappear from the light .
As i start to cry .
Hold me very very tight , so i could ever feel the light .



Friday, February 25

Crapped

Wake up in the morning and insteadly feed my guppy , tiaptiap hari cmtu . Hahaha , so what we have today ?Hurrr , I had nothing to do -.- Online-ing and blog-ing p/s do rivision . Gahhhhh , bored . 


Yesterday went to Mcd before tuition , 3 kali seminggu . Halal jelah , hahahaha . Mcm biasa lahh , mkn mkn pegi suria jaya pegi tuition balik tido makan . Bosannn yaa amat --'' 
Sebenrnya nak show off new hot couples je , sebab tu muka aku tak nmpk :'D Gurauu yee Amir and Nana :')
This picture has been taken yesterday right after went to Suria Jaya , I was not ready actually . Oh yeah , kiteorng buat self timer yerr . Yelahh , mana ada orang nak tangkap kan . Guna kan kreativiti anda :'D hahaha . Punyalah lama berdiri tegak , pastu amir ckp --- Weh , bila masanya kita nak tahu dia dah tangkap ke belom Nana dgn aku hentam gelak besa . Hahahaha . bebodoh je , yeyyyy starting nextweek Teeha join tuition with us :') Tak saboooo den :'D Okay , till here . Te amo <3

Everything Was Fine Dear :)





Okay , I have read my Syafiqah and Teeha blog's and I cried :'( Aku dah cakap , aku nie lemah bab cmni kay :( Mhm , koranng . Kiteorng dah okay laaa , gelak besa mcm biasa dlm class tadi :) For sure aku ada bukti kay , kiteorng melukis dekat whiteboard kepala - kepala kejadah . Gelak - gelak dgn budak class yang lain :')) We were just fine noww , Imma said it loud ? Gahhh -.-


On the way to Dewan , attending Kempen Anti Dadah suddenly one voice shout to me :-


Shahira : Wehh oo wehh , wehhhh
Me : *Saje buat pekak
Shahira : Wehhhhhhhhhhhhh
Me : Apo -_______-
Shahira : Mhmm , sorryyy okay pasal salah paham nie . Nak dekat ujian tak best laa gaduh gaduh nie , tak bercakap , tak ada gelak gelak -_____-
Me : Mhmmm , yelaaa . Aku tahu dahh :(
Shahira : Buat buat menangis
Me : Hmm :'( hurrrrrr
Dzul and Amirul : *looking back -____-
Me and Shahira : *hugging and have a big laugh :))


Yayyyyy ! We're back to normal and excatly perfecttt whoaa :O Sorry kay diatas 'ego' aku tahap gaban -.- so sorrry :( Promise tak buat lagi kay :')

Thursday, February 24





<--------------------------- Me and my SyafiqahHailani


I dont know why , I just loveeee to disturbing and playfool with my SyafiqahHailani  Best do kacau chia ni HAHAHA' Boleh dikatakan setiap hari aku kacau dia weh , nasib tak sama kelas kann ? Kalau tak mahu feed up kau dgn aku . Teeha jgn ckp ah , mmg dh masak dgn perangai aku . And also Atiqah :] Hahahaha , tak sah kay kalau sehari tak mengacau diorng nie =D

All Students Will Facing This Kay :)


March test is coming soon :O Like seriosly , Im not ready . Just within 2 weeks from now , hell yeah -___-

Bahasa Malaysia - Give me 3 hours for make 1 essay okay :) That is the best ever essay I'll pass up to you

English Language - One day , I read 2 essays everynight . Score in objective part ! You can do it girl ;)

Mathematics - Sumpah la , form1 form2 aku abaikan dgn intergersnya phytogorasnya lagi -___- Gahh Aku dah cakap aku benci maths kay :)

Science - Bab satu tak kuasai lagi *cewahh ayat -.- Bab2 &3 semua dalam otak :)

Geography - Petaa malaysia saya tak hafal okay -.- jgn tanya la johor dekat mana , pahang dekat mana . Saya memang tak amik peduli

History - Boringggg -.- Bab2 dlm otak =D Bab1 hancurr Bab3 jgn cakap ah 

Agama Islam - Senangg , hafal jee . Nothing much , susah sangat tulis a lilt answer back of the test pad :)

Khb (ERT) - Okay , satu hapak pun aku tak take note :) Cikgu ajar mcm ape je -.- Baru keluar University kott Haihh , Bab reka bentuk ape kejadah sume aku memang hancur kay :) Konsumerisme ape tah lagi , ERT section in my mind ;)

Hoping that is no more E (!)

The Fear Of Trusting


Jam saya rosak harini , bagun lambat . Haihh , ape nak jadi Syaza oii ? Okay , besok tak bagun lambat :p Today I was like pretend not in the mood infront of my classmates :] Wahh , I've made it wehh ! Well , Syaza kann ? Over acting je , bhahaha . Syazana percaya habis-habisan ah . Sukooo gilo aku . Bhahaha , 

Went to Mcd before attending tuition class with Atiqah , Amir , Nana , Teeha , Dzul andd Fiqar 

At first Nana datang meja mcm nak gaduh , whoaa takut sebenarnya . Tapi chill on , Syaza takut dgn Nana ? Whoaa , sikit pun tak :p Wekkk ! hahahaha , babe kite gaduh manja - manja kan ? Ade la segelintir take it so seriousssss -.- Arghhh lantak ah . Kesah pulak aku , haha . Kay tukar topic , learning Science really helping me in my daily life for sure for the others too right ? Macam tadi , Amir pergi jerit nak usha ada anjing ke tak . Semua orang yang ada dekat gerai goreng pisang tu tengok Amir jerit , Nana hampir nak ter*encing . Urinary dia dh kasi feeling~ hahaha , bodoh je . Muka merah padam gelak , hahahahaha . 


Ouh yaa , there's two new girls in class just now . Sorang tu tak payah kenal pun takapa , lets look to the bright side . This girl is from Sg. Choh , mak datok jaoh gilo -.- Masa nak balik , meet my old classmate :] Azri babun =D Okay , dia cakap saya makin pendek . Well hello -.- kau berdiri atas aku kt bawah . Mane tak pendek bodoh . Sumpah laa rindu do time darjah enam gelak gelak dgn kau + Lutfi . Ruginyaa haritu diorng buat renion dekat Ts tak join T.T Erghhh 
Heyy :P
Okay , dia dah sombong plus tak nak layan saya skrng kann ? Kayy fineeee weh -.-

Wednesday, February 23

Saya rindu Zulfiqar Nasha saya :'(

Bestt Damn Thing Ever I Had


Im very very tired as an arse fucking right now -___- Wake up in the morning and got 2 missed call 1 massages , sorry okay I tak reply . Sumpah mengantuk gila kot , starting my day with this two little sunshine of my life . Iwan andd Irfan ! Just now my nose cant stop bleeding , dah seminggu mcm ni -___- bosann kay . And my eyes cant stop crying right now , Syazaaaa apahal lah kau nie cenggeng sangat wehh ? Okay and nowww , I need you Zulfiqar :'( 

Aku tahu weh , tahu sesangat kay :) I wonder if S were in 3 Orkid :') It must beeee soo fun right and no more borengggg -.-'' Yaaa , ofcourse it is right ? :) aku nie tak patut kan weh masok 3 Orkid dgn korang :') Kankankan . Aah sape jelah ak nie :') ego nak mampus , touching bagai nak gila :) kannnn ? Haaa tahu dah . Okay , thanks for making me like a perfect stupido idiot :') Sumpahh laaa best nak mampus doe , korang pernah rasa ? For sure tak pernah kann , haaaa aku pernah weh -.- Anddd Im not stupid and deaf somemore , aku pun manusia gak -.- 

Aku psyko , ego tahap gaban , touching bagai nak gilaa . Kay what else :) like seriously I have to pretend smilingggg every second and every minutes . All that hypocrite -.- being hypocrite is fucking things ever had in my whole life :) How awesome was that ? Haha . Its very very hard to make people satisfied with your enviroment or your personality for sure , I know that very well weh . but being hypocrite sometimes looks like a prefect idiot :) Yaaa , for me let just the mouth just go on . They are being honest , ofcoarse I feel like damn hell at that time . But just keep it up and just keep on silent anddddd SMILE . Fake only :) I still remember what my mom said to me " Tapis dahulu sebelum kau ckp ape ape dkt orng " and untill now , I think first whether it might hurts others feeling or what . If you're happy with that way , just go on kay :')

Tak perlu lah kau nak buzz aku dkt Ym , hntr chat dkt aku for fake thing only . Na'ahh I dont eat those fucking things kay :) Keep in touch BYEE -.-
Mamaaaaa , Syaa nak pindah sekolah kay :') Thanks there , byee

Monday, February 21

3 Orkid , rockinnn'

Have you watch "Hantu Kaklimah Balik Rumah" ? Dah ? Okay , I know that the movie is long time ago . Tapi kalau dh funn sngt ingat smpai bilabila insn't ? Kay , I know that semua dh terpengaruh dgn ayat nie -- Ce cite ce cite or kite bako jee Mak aihh , aku taktaw kenape sukaa gila cpk ayat tu then gelak gilaaa besar weh HAHAHA' Lets just see this silly one :]


Tchr Krish : Okay class , listenn . Kawan kamu nak cerita nie , dengar yee
Azzri : Ce cite ce cite 
Me : Kite bako jeh
One whole class : Big laughinggg 


Like seriously , we love to laughinggg oh :']


Sorry for not updating my blog these lately , busyyyyy whoaaa . hahaha , okay starting my day with "Syaaa , bangun ! Sekolah" Kay thanks mama :] Ahaha , I went to school as always . Budak Pmr mana ada cuti - cuti nie , aiyerrr -.- 


So on , I don't know why I feel like I can't stand this pain anymore . Yeah maybe I look okay from the outside but inside pftt only god knows how hurt I am right now . I know life is hard . Nothing was easy in this world but it doesn't mean that 2011 have to be so cruel . You arent gonna leave me kan ? So prove it to me . Aww men I really care if you're busy , or you dont hve enough time for me . But please sweetie , dont cheat on my back and love me as I am . Look into my heart and see what I am saying , for my heart speaks the truth and the truth is I love you


Wawaweee , like seriosly . I love to see my dearest friend keep on her beautiful smiling everyday kay ;) Teeha Khairy andd Atiqah Azman keep on smilingg :) saya amatlahh suka whoaa , Atiq had found a good boy for her life finnaly ! Yeahhh , and Teeha is on reservingg =D auwhh , happy giloo la weh 

Friday, February 18

An Ending -.-''


This is just one of the most exhausting week of my life . Emotionally , mentally and physically .

And , exhaustion is not being tired after a long hectic day . Exhaustion is just being completely overwhelmed and broken as you lose the will to keep holding on , trying to win each and every losing war .

It is getting a little harder to keep a smile on my face . I try to , at least , pretend that I am happy . I am trying to be as positive as I can . But it is getting harder and harder to keep a smile , it is getting harder to be happy for someone else , and way harder to be happy for myself . I dont know how to make myself happy anymore . Telling myself repeatedly that everything is going to be fine . Soon . But that is just a lie .

I just wish I could go back in time and alt+ctrl del everything .

Biaches



Listening too ; One -- Cody simpson
Mood ; Lapaaaaaaa -.-


I'm really sorry for not updating my blog twice a day if i have too , tapiiii perlu ke update bnykbnyk sehari weh ? 
Hahahaha . I'm really busy . Busy with school activities , tuition class , homework and stuff -.-


So today I woke up at 6.25 am . Took my bath , pakai baju sekolah semua then ate my breakfast . I arrived school at 6:58 something , and waited for Shahira and Syazwani . Unfortunetly , they are not coming without texting me or Nana -.- Errr , but its okay :] Forgiven -.-'' Today what we have at school ? Ohh , maulidur rasul :] Like seriously -.-'' sakit duh duduk lama-lama dekat assembly . Dah kena ceramah bagai semua , masuk kelas and starting learnt Science with Mrs. Nora :] Seriously , I really give a damn hell during Science period :( I wonder if Mrs. Suriani were teach 3Orkid :'( Tchr Nora ajar dia paham sendiri :D While me -0- Gahh , I'm hoping I can get A's in pmr for Science subject =D Prays for me , aminnnnn :)

Thursday, February 17

Read My Eyes



Heyyo :] Sorry for the superlate update , not that I closed my eyes to my Babyblog . It's justt , I really busy right noww -__-" Soo sorry :(


Wake up late this morning like usually , and get ready for school . If I am not wrong , yesterday I learnt 3B that is ;-


Bodoh
Banggang
Bingai


Yess , this is the 3B that my English language for 3Orkid teached me :] Awesomeee , teacher ajar kami mencarut =D Nice try teacher :) How awesome was that -__-" Aku tahu laa kau perli aku , tapi ada aku kesah ? Hahaha , she said -- siapa yang ada boyfriend or girlfriend MENIPU diri sendiri , espeacially when they both said to each others "Iloveyou" and "Iloveyoutoo" kau memanglah BODOH or MORON . Saya rasa nak muntah bila tengok diorng dating dkt busstop , rasa mcm nk muntah dpn diorng kalau boleh keluar warna hijau . And aku mcm nak sepak je cikgu tu -__- Tibetibe nak emotional tahap gaban . Just said if youre jelous -.-''


Make it my day brighter and happier :') Thankss .
I got tuition today with Atiqah , Nana and Amir :) Mcm biasa , we were late get in to the class . Damnnnn , majal nak mampuihhh -__- Luckily , that is not Jega period . At Jega period like usually , dia memang suka majal kan orang -.-'' And Nana is his victim today . Nana called Atiqah "Baby" alaaa , manja - manja kankankan . Hahahaha , then Jega shouted --- Baby baby , panggil pakwe ke ? Nana fuck habis dkt dia waktu tu :p Hahahaha , chillaxx . Okay , gtg now . See you in the next post :')

Saturday, February 12

All Changed

I missed the old 3Melor :'( Saya rinduuuu cikgucikgu yang sungguh SuperB walaupun annoyed :( I miss Tulaisi , Munishvar and Barney ? Haahaha , seriosly . I miss them , anddd for the mosttttttttt I missed is ATIQAH AZMAN and TEEHA KHAIRY :'( no more sang together in class and laughing our ass out together -.-'' Semua tak ada sekarang nie :( Anddd welcoming 3Orkid :D Preety good fun , but I wish I'm in 3Melor with the rest :'( stay in 3Orkid with Shahira Syazana and Syazwani . And back to my previous Form1 . Dzul and Amirul were in 3Orkid , yayayayayayya -__-" boringgggggg setiap hari kene mendaki tangga yg tinggi nak mampusssss dgn perut kosongggg -.-'' Burden me ! Imma like a stupid idiotic in 3Orkid , seriously -.- I've nothing to say besides , I really hate losing my awesome friends -___-" Semua da berubahhh , dan saya sangat lah benci !


Jadual pack nak mati duh sekarang , tuition were like usually . Laughing and skipped class *hang around in Mcd =D Hahaaahahaha , Atiqah said -- That is the first and the last time syazzzzzz -___-" Yaaa , thats it . Mcmmcm terjadi , itulah padahnyaaaaa skipped class lagi HAHAHA 


Out of credit -.-''
Zulfiqar Nasha --- Iloveyou 
sorry tak update :'(

Wednesday, February 2

Girl You're Stronger , Believe Me



Gahhh I was out of my mind actually babe' I was oncall with my dearest Atiqah :) Ohmygoddd , be strong girl ! I know that your'e strong enough to get over all this dear . Aku paham sangat weh ape perasaan kau , cheer up . There's so many boys are waiting for you . Not only him , com'mon lah . Mana Atiqah saya yang dulu ? Yang kuat semangat tu ? Babe , nanges jelah smpai mata kau merah gila weh . Sorry kalau aku ade cakap terlampau masa kita oncall tadi sampai kau menangis gilagila :'( Again , soooo sorry Atiqah :( I really didt'n mean it :( 


I have read all her status andddd saya menangis ou baca status awak Atiqah :'( Ohgoddd , aku tahu lepas nie mesti tak ada orang take care pasal kau . Dont worry , aku ada weh :) 

Atiqahhhhhhh aku akan ada dekat sisi kau sebagai true bff kau weh no matter what 

And I cried when oncall with Atiqah :'( Seriusly 

Searching :)

You are light to light my day , you are guide to guide me through . In a far distance or not I'll never stop thinking of you . How can I forget all that ? Because you the one who make me smile :) You always be apart of me , and I wish your'e still mine 

Ohh myy , Im searching for this title song :O Aku dengar je dekat blog orang . Dah la orang tu hide title lagu nie -___- Gahh 

February ♥



Dont worry, I am good =)
used to stuck in two lives , the present and the past . But not anymore . I am now stuck in the middle of the present and the future . I dont want to give a single shit for those who dont need my attention . I dont want to waste a piece of my heart for those who not worth it . And I am not letting even a drop of tear falls because of all the effing bastards who are going to be permanently bastard . Thank you for making it easier sweetheart ,


The starting of Feb is quite depressing, but I am going to be strong enough to face everything . Come and hit me with shits . I dont fucking care anymore . I will bounce back stronger than ever . Credit to my babyboy for being there . And friends . Gawd's sake , I just realize I have plenty of true friends . Thanks lovah . You guys rock ! And keep rocking my soul , please .

THE FEB '11 WISHES :
-Please let all my family stay safe .
-I want to study harrdddeerrrr .
-I want to survive another month with my boy<3 . Taknak gaduh ye :p
-Be nice and at least make 5 new friends .

The Challenge

9 things about yourself.
-Selfish . When I say I want , then I do want .
-Hard to get along with . I am quite shy to strangers . No joke man ! =/
-Super egomaniac . I hate saying sorry .
-When I say ILY , I dont actually mean I love you .
-I love those who close to me . Who doesn't ?
-I believe that karma exists .
-I trust people too easy and get hurt easier .
-When I say , I love , I really do and will do everything just to make sure people around me are happy .
-I dont hate . I get mad . But once I hate , it's hard to un-hate . Im sorry , I dont have the Alt+Ctrl+Del button . =)

8 ways to win your heart.
-Have at least a little faith in me .
-GET TO KNOW ME .
-Dont say I love you too easy .
-Never give up on me and LOVE ME UNCONDITIONALLY !
-Respect others and ME , of course .
-Romantic is a must you knoww .
-The one who will wipe all the tears , take away all the fears and be the reason I smile =)

6 things you wish you’d never done.
This is going to be so hard .  
-Compulsive and overspending with not-worth-it things
-Believe a stranger too easy , and gave him a chance to break my heart .
-Shouted at my friend when I was in PMS mode .
-Marah Iqbal too frequent even for my own mistakes xD
-I had never got mad that day .
-I wish I had never made a Myspace account .