Happy birthday wehhhh<3 lots of love SYAZA

ILOVEYOUSHAHIRAISMAIL<3

Lawlzzzz, saya memang kejam pasal blog :D I private it from public, before someone get hurts? Yaaa, baik lah aku private. Susah nak puaskan hati manusiaaa ni. Masing-masing dengan EGO yang melampuihhh, for sure I do have my EGO. Aku tahu aku manusia yang... Ah, tidak perlu daku jelas kan lagi, aku memang bnyk melukakan hati kawan baik aku. Tengok, betapa bebalnya aku! Bodoh kau *mcm fea moa ckp* Eh betul ke eja? Ah kesah pulak. Tak sampai hati aku nak private, tapiiiiii.. Err, aku memang jenis bodoh mcm ni. Semua gelak sekarang! Aku tahu tak ada kena mengena. Lantaklah, hmm. Setiap malam aku mesti tengok gmbr kwn2 aku dkt laptop. Aku tahu mama perasan, dh tengok lepastu nangis. Ah bebal-.- Aku nak mintak maaf gila dkt diorang, aku tahu ah aku bodoh en tak pikir lah apa semua. SORRY :( Tapi ada satu masalah, aku tak tahu mcm mana nak mintak maaf. Tengok. Bodoh lagi aku ni!

Hell yeahhh-.- And today is my beloved mama birthday :) Besides I got tuition-.- Trouble me somemore. Nk skip taknak? Takyah ahh. Kay out of here :)

Hahaha, yayaya-.-

All of sudden, while me was yawning in tuition class. And my eyes full of filter water. Amir shouted

Syaza selalu keseorangan. Kesian dia.

And me,

Hahaha. *laying down*

Lol me-.- I used to be like that lah Amir :) I dont mind kay. I'm tired of the stress that my family, relationship and schools give me like bonus for me. I try to fake a smile but no matter how hard I try this, its not going work at all. I cant stand with all the madness. I try to look past the pain but it takes all over my body. Espeacially my eyes :( It makes my heart pounced with pain, I look at all your pictures and smiled. I read all your old messages, and I cried. I'm tired of living day by day without you. I'm tired to make unreproductive face with you when we meet at school. Seriously :'( Kbyee.

Im so sorry for being so emotional and so possessive. I'm sorry if I do hurts you so many times. I'm sorry for each of the fight. Sorry for being so immatured towards you. But believe me, i love you so much. Na'aah, I cant forget you :( Should I say sorry for that?

Tiredddd-.-

Today I woke up at 7:05 and inteadly take my bath. I didnt go to school today anyway :D I bet, all my classmates must be wondering 'Eh, empat-empat tak datang?' Hahaha, aku tahu. Mesti class sunyi gila en? Tak ada orang nak melawan cakap cikgu harini :p So on, Syazana, Shahira, Syazwani and me went to pwtc. Oh, forgot. Kak Idahyu folows us to. Yaa, tireddd weh-.- Gambar gila banyak do. Tak sabar nak tunggu Shahira upload. Okay, done. Babah dah balik. 

See yaa.

How to get ride of your bf physco ex-gf

Man, I always find myself stuck between this mess.
From what I know, I've never been a boyfriend stealer before. Nor like this girl, harap mak bapak alim. Perangai anak mcam haram-.- Pegi matilah weh!

Let me start with number 1

Definitely KILL her.

No. I'm just joking. Don't want to be famous in a bad way! Imagine " A teenage girl kills her boyfriend's ex for being such a psycho " spreads all over the world. The news paper. Online. Blogger. Facebook. Twitter. Hahaha. So embarassing weh! Yes, at the same time, I'll be spending about 20-23 years of my life, no.. maybe MY WHOLE LIFE in the jail.. OR worse, death sentence for murdering.

Great.

2. Get her a new boyfriend.
I am totally agree with this. But, how? Ahh, let her be. She'll get bored and find herself a new boyfriend. If you're a guy, you know what to do! Go get her! Hahah.

3. Make her jealous.
I know this is pathetic. But, hey come on! What kind of ex doesn't get jealous when they see their ex boyfriend with someone new? Unless, they don't love him anymore, she won't. Don't worry, the psycho type will definitely will. Let me tell you something, if you choose to take this step, act professional. Just go with the flow.

4. Face her.
Tell her everything. A girl-talk could help. If she pick a fight with you or starting to get you on your nerves, start acting! and tell her this..

"Roses are red, Violets are blue, he's for me, not for you, and if by any chance, you take my place, I'll take my hand, and smash your face."

5. Get along with the situation.
Play along with her games. Be smart and professional. You got nothing to lose if you play it well. Remember not to affect your relationship. Plus, You got to make sure that everything you do is harmless or you'll pay for it.

Let's say she text you something like :

" Hey, I saw your boyfriend with another girl. "

" Really? Another girl? You must be mistaken, that girl IS me "

6. Carry on.
You know he loves you, and you love him too, just keep the fact going strong. She'll realize this one day, some day and finally back off.

7. Play the waiting game.
Just wait and see what she's capable of. Let's just hope that she'll give up and move on.

8. Do nothing.
Be careless. Who cares, you got your boyfriend with you now. Just go on with your relationship!

Kau fikir kau dah bagus sngt ah?