Shots Of Patron

Today I woke up kinda early at 6:00am although I slept at 12 -_- anyway 2011 tersangatt lah kejam ! first school kinda suck for me . Tak sukaaa ==' serius . Hishh , cepat cepat lah habis F3 , menyusahhh kan ==' btw , I thought all F3 students were in one block . Because last year Mahani said "satu block tu awak yang punya tahun depan" cerita gebang je kau -_- last last kelas Melor kena campak dkt block waja diri ape kejadah tah name block tu . Our class is next too 3Melati and the other one I dont really care . Kelas bawah , aku kesa ape *jahat gila -_- tak sistematik langsong . Main campak je kelas kelas mane kau suka , err . Pagi pagi ada assembly bagai , Syazana and me were in not the good condition . Sakit perut , I think its because Nana gemuruh nak belajar kot


Lets look the suck part , we all didnt ate anything in recess today . Aku malas nak makan nnt sakit perut susah :O Tchr Bm asked us to do one essay , more than 190 babe' and we have to sent it by tomorrow . Menyesal aku ckp okay tadi , bytheway this year me and Shahira have new determination . That its 


1. Siap kan karangan , jgn ada yang tak complete 
2. Belajar semaksimum mungkin
3. Hantar buku bila cikgu suruh hantar
4. Kurangkan mengutuk cikgu
5. Chill and cool
6. Jgn makan fast food *no no no
7. Tumpukan sepenuh perhatian masa belajar
8. Banyak bertanya benda mengarut kt cikgu
9. Teruskan dgn hobi kami thats it laughing until hurt somemore
10. Kacau cikgu Maths kiteorng . Cikgu Khaw *gila gelabah cikgu nie HAHA 

I have some problem with my class buddies , apehal diorng cmpor budak yang haaa paham paham jelah , I think a few teacher kinda not intrest to teach 3Melor . Sbab murid nyaa nakal yaang amat , sent those creepy STFU people to their own class . Tak payah lah cmpor , tak pasal pasal yang semangat nak belajar tak semangat nk belajar .

Nak sekolah petang balik !

Lot Of Mental Pain

The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough

There's many people keep on updating status facebook about the new year thingy and keep on countdown how many hours left and I'm here proudly to say that I don't give a damn at all . My mind only think about this monday which is mean school re-open and yeah nightmare is going to be nearer . I can't run from this reality but I hope that 2011 will be a better year than 2010 . Amin . Okay there's a lot of activities here but I keep on thinking about next year . I feel like bursting into tears . Fine call me cengeng , manja , gedik or whatsoever but that's just me . I'm sensitive and this 2011 thingy thing is bothering me . I'm having my major exam next year . Its so hard for me ==' This night gonna be so suckk , last online malam malam . After this no more , hehh . And goodbye Facebook , I'll miss you :/ kinda rarely update for next months for sure , because mama said ''kuarentine kan diri anda dari melihat broadband . Sekian terima kasih :)'' Err , totally this is unfair men ! But its okay , die nak aku belajar belajar dann belajar . 


New year resolutions :
1. Study more and score 8A's in pmr
2. Pay more attention to something that is important
3. No more phone
4. Sleep a bit early and get enough sleep
5. Choose my friends more carefully and make a new superb trustworthy friends
6. Save my money and stop spending as if im like the daughter of queen of London8
7. No more Facebook-ing
8. Help mama :)
Practically go and have fun after Pmr and get wild ?! Huh =='

Goodbye 2010 , and hello nightmare 2011

Hoyeah , Bring It On

This is obviously my last post for 2010 . Just a few minutes away from 2010 and yes , its gonna be soo suck ! Im not going anywhere on New Year's Eve , yang lain dah overnight di Kl . Im not going with them , I changed my mind , cause I'd rather stay home with my family , watching tv with my yummy hot chocolate by my side , some mini marshmallows , my favorite blanket , pillows and yeah a few dvd's of course . Ahhh , peace and quiet , just the way I like it :) In just 5minutes before 12am I got 3texted from my buddies . Ohh man out of credits , damnit ==' 

So people ,

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

♥

Mission Accomplished

One of the things that we couldn't forget throughout our lives is , memories . Furthermore if it is attached to the people we feel affection for the most in this world . I had the very precious weekend that I had lost since only - god - knows today . I woke up at 11:30am and insteadly grab my phone . And texted Shahira , okayy she give greenlights to come and joined us hang just around Rawang town . Syazana said "Nie last utk 2010 , lpas nie focus PMR" Ohoiii besttt do , Nazurah is coming with us . Because Syazana has no one to accomponied her to bus stand , Teeha is not coming with us this time . She kinda busy with school preparations . Its okay , myb next time . We had our lunch at Mcd , satu je yang dalam otak aku "Gilaa ramai orng :O" like usually Syazana and Shahira gian mahu menyanyi . 2jam diorng melalak , then time is on 5:30 . everyone was rushing to packed home . Haa Nazurah takot mummy die :O tak habis habis cakap "Weyh Nana jalan cepat sikit" Takot mummy ye kakNazurah kite ? Then Shahira said just straight away go to Kfc . Because her sista was dating with her boyfriend there , so on we walked to Kfc and her sista was not there , amboii akak nak hide and seek pulak yee . Then her sista called , she said that she is going to IceTime . So insteadly we go there , kakak die takda lagi . Haiyaa , then I suggest to her . Lepak dulu makan ice cream smbil tunggu kakak kau habis date , panas niee do . Then she agree , eat eat eat and eat snap picture then her sista came . Lpas tu balik , seram do kakak kau bwk kereta . Tp bestt ! I was home at 7:05pm huihh lambat gilaa , tp chillax je . Mama pergi Tesco Selayang . Hahaha , Syazana next time lepak IceTime jelah . Mcd crowded lah ==' Atiqah and Isyraf , gilaa comel do korang ! Tee same kott . Cotaa <3

Life Is Temporary

Ehh apesal blog aku gilaa ramai page view harini ? Pelik ==' bkn nk bangga ke ape lah kann , hahaha' 

I JUST HATE GROWING UP . Dont you ?
Growing up brings me down and it scares me to death .

I have been feeling so sad , and depressed lately . My mind is thinking about billion different things at once . And I dont even know why . I just want things to stay the same or something . I never do well with the change . I can't help myself from thinking how fast this year went by . Just yesterday , it seemed like I was a form 2 student and now I am about to start my last year being a school's student , form 3. For fourteen years , it has been such a rollercoaster . I dont like bringing negativity upon myself , but it happens . It is reality .

So much has happened this year . The good and the bad . But I know , I need to pass that and look beyond it . Growing up is not what I thought it would be . It is saddening :( I cant always expect everything to go well kan ? It is life , not cinderella story in disney . 2011 will have way too many fears , too many tears , too many dissapointments and way too many goodbyes . *broken heart .

I wish 2010 could stay little longer ..
I just wanna start again .