Numb Andd Blunt

It's strange how bad injuries happen . It can be the toll of the years , or it can be a single moment . You could be working up to it for years , or it could be an instant of bad luck . A stab of blinding , mind - numbing pain suddenly you have a different life . That's all it takes . An awkward landing , a fall , something suddenly tearing , and it changes everything .

This is what I learned from my life .

Some injuries you never get over .

Rule #3 : No pain no gain

BESOK TAK SEMANGAT NAK PEGI SEKOLAH =='' SERIUSS

Lucidicc Dreams

There are your default dreams and then there are your other dreams .

The default dreams are what everyone wants .

You don't have to think about the default dreams , they take care of themselves . Or sometimes they don't . But you have to think about the other ones . The dreams beyond the default dreams . Dreams do exist , if you are lucky .

Rule #2 : Keep on dreaming

Be Happy , Why Not ?

Ok lets get our asses out of the town .

Forget all those silly problems , lets channel our view to something called happiness .

Here's what I've learned , if you can't escaped from the problems , the only solution is live with it and make it better . How ? Ask yourself , you know whats best for you .

Everyone deserves happiness . Anybody in this whole - wide - world wants to be happy , but what stops them ? Thoughts .

Thoughts which overcome their minds .

Thought of being trempled when preoccupied with the joy of happiness .

Rule #1 : Eliminate whatever stops you .

So don't think , whatever it takes when you're happy don't fucking think about whats next .

Because once you were , thoughts stop your magic moments . And clearly , you don't want that to be happen .

never regrets something that makes you smile onces

Shots Of Patron

Today I woke up kinda early at 6:00am although I slept at 12 -_- anyway 2011 tersangatt lah kejam ! first school kinda suck for me . Tak sukaaa ==' serius . Hishh , cepat cepat lah habis F3 , menyusahhh kan ==' btw , I thought all F3 students were in one block . Because last year Mahani said "satu block tu awak yang punya tahun depan" cerita gebang je kau -_- last last kelas Melor kena campak dkt block waja diri ape kejadah tah name block tu . Our class is next too 3Melati and the other one I dont really care . Kelas bawah , aku kesa ape *jahat gila -_- tak sistematik langsong . Main campak je kelas kelas mane kau suka , err . Pagi pagi ada assembly bagai , Syazana and me were in not the good condition . Sakit perut , I think its because Nana gemuruh nak belajar kot


Lets look the suck part , we all didnt ate anything in recess today . Aku malas nak makan nnt sakit perut susah :O Tchr Bm asked us to do one essay , more than 190 babe' and we have to sent it by tomorrow . Menyesal aku ckp okay tadi , bytheway this year me and Shahira have new determination . That its 


1. Siap kan karangan , jgn ada yang tak complete 
2. Belajar semaksimum mungkin
3. Hantar buku bila cikgu suruh hantar
4. Kurangkan mengutuk cikgu
5. Chill and cool
6. Jgn makan fast food *no no no
7. Tumpukan sepenuh perhatian masa belajar
8. Banyak bertanya benda mengarut kt cikgu
9. Teruskan dgn hobi kami thats it laughing until hurt somemore
10. Kacau cikgu Maths kiteorng . Cikgu Khaw *gila gelabah cikgu nie HAHA 

I have some problem with my class buddies , apehal diorng cmpor budak yang haaa paham paham jelah , I think a few teacher kinda not intrest to teach 3Melor . Sbab murid nyaa nakal yaang amat , sent those creepy STFU people to their own class . Tak payah lah cmpor , tak pasal pasal yang semangat nak belajar tak semangat nk belajar .

Nak sekolah petang balik !

Lot Of Mental Pain

The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough

There's many people keep on updating status facebook about the new year thingy and keep on countdown how many hours left and I'm here proudly to say that I don't give a damn at all . My mind only think about this monday which is mean school re-open and yeah nightmare is going to be nearer . I can't run from this reality but I hope that 2011 will be a better year than 2010 . Amin . Okay there's a lot of activities here but I keep on thinking about next year . I feel like bursting into tears . Fine call me cengeng , manja , gedik or whatsoever but that's just me . I'm sensitive and this 2011 thingy thing is bothering me . I'm having my major exam next year . Its so hard for me ==' This night gonna be so suckk , last online malam malam . After this no more , hehh . And goodbye Facebook , I'll miss you :/ kinda rarely update for next months for sure , because mama said ''kuarentine kan diri anda dari melihat broadband . Sekian terima kasih :)'' Err , totally this is unfair men ! But its okay , die nak aku belajar belajar dann belajar . 


New year resolutions :
1. Study more and score 8A's in pmr
2. Pay more attention to something that is important
3. No more phone
4. Sleep a bit early and get enough sleep
5. Choose my friends more carefully and make a new superb trustworthy friends
6. Save my money and stop spending as if im like the daughter of queen of London8
7. No more Facebook-ing
8. Help mama :)
Practically go and have fun after Pmr and get wild ?! Huh =='

Goodbye 2010 , and hello nightmare 2011